Friday, January 17, 2025

VIcitmizing Myself

 New realization:

I hide from what I imagine is expected of me


Sleeping soundly and awaking gently

One of my favorite times

Slowly the dreams are fading and

I am noticing this other reality

My world in this life

In this body


Sometimes I luxuriate in that space

For quite some time

Half asleep, half awake

Thoroughly delighted

Honoring the dreams

Respecting the awakening


Unless for some reason

I feel the need to hide or avoid

Something coming up soon

Something I imagine I need to do

Or how I imagine I need to be


Truth is told


And, as I turn over to greet the day

I find it is nothing like what I feared

The dogs are nestled all snug in the bed

While I have facinating thoughts

Bouncing around in my head


Waking now

I release those

Harsh or demanding thoughts

Those perpetrating fears

Their turn to sleep for awhile

I am arising and 

Enjoying my day!

Thursday, January 16, 2025

The Choices We Make

When did it start?

When does it end?

Evolution


Developmental process, flowing only forward

Or spiraling in between and through

Back and forth

Looping upon itself

Altogether now?


What comes first, chicken or egg?

Reaction, Renunciation

Rebellion, Repudiation

Reconciliation, Restoration?


In what order do we travel

From one to the other

Naive and immature at first

Innocent even

Something happens

REACT


No power or control

The child reacts in whatever ways

Can help the child survive

Those ways stick with the child 

Who grows older


Rebellion or renunciation, next

Or, both at the same time

Waving a flag, protesting

Joining a cultish crew

Community of those likeminded 

And resistant

To the status quo

To our parents and their generation

To our forefathers, foremothers

To our ancestors


Were there really the good ole days

The Golden Age when all was beautiful

Healthy and everyone happy?

Or have we always endured, nay always

Participated in such conflict as humans?


Hey, they think we are the rebels

We think they are!

We renounce their behaviors

They renounce ours

Each of us uses all these words 

That start with R's


When comes the revolution?
Early on as a baby, a child

Rotates, revolves around parents

Later, revolting against all 

The conditioning and programming

Behaviors that were cruel and unjust

Inflicted upon us, some without any

Harmful intention whatsoever

In fact, they thought they were 

Helping us


Resisting without violence

Repudiating without war

Revolting against and for what?

Back to reaction and maybe move

To reconciliation and restoration, perhaps


Oh, Holy Spirits, gods and goddesses

Let us reconcile and restore

In whatever ways we can 


Let us make our choices based on

Information, intuition and what may

Be best for the whole community

(But, there are so many different

Kinds of communities, full of diversity)


Maybe instead of all this hard work

Trying to extinguish the others

And rise to power ourselves

We will just stick with our tribes and 

Battle

All of the time

Ubiquitous and Ad Infinitum

That will work, right?


Let us find another

New contemporary and evolving way now

Full of Magic, Miracles, and Spirit

Friday, January 10, 2025

Channeling Some Things

Sometimes when wishing I could channel 

Divine wisdom, I realize

All of us human beings are channels of or 

For some things

And the somethings are important


If I talk about hearing spiritual guides or voices 

Tell me about the ways you experience life

Feeling guided or stunned by whatever you channel

Whatever you see or hear

Witness in your body

Smell or taste

What are some things you channel?


Sometimes we channel our conditioning, our

Programmed patterns from the past

(mostly unconsciously)

Believing some of the stories we tell ourselves about

Ourselves, about life, about others, about death


We channel the fears that we may have inherited

The fears that we have helped to create

The fears of some realities that are horrid and torturous

The fears of our nightmares and daymares

The fears of human life and suffering


We channel anxieties

As if they own us or control us

Arising unexpectedly, vociferously

During times of great stress or loss

Times of chaos and pain


What is channeling? 

What or who are we channeling?


Channeling needs a conduit

Channeling is something that comes 

Through us

Whether from outside, inside, all around us, or 

From some divine or evil or in-between spirits

(Life is not always so black and white)


Channeling can come in words, feelings

Thoughts, obsessions and images

Often artistic and creative

Moving through us and hopefully into

Our conscious minds and awareness


Maybe our channelings are somethings 

We intuit or just know to be true

We can challenge some of

Channelings at times

Do they bear any resemblance

To the realities in which we live, and if not

What other realities might we be channeling?


Can control our channelings

Our feelings, thoughts, experiences?

Probably not

Channelings may be like the weather

They come and go, sometimes

In predictable patterns

And sometimes not

We don’t control them


But, we can be open and willing 

To whatever comes our way

We can be curious about our channelings

With a sense of humor and humility, knowing

We aren’t always right, correct or accurate

About some things


Knowing ourselves better and more deeply helps us

Shine a loving light toward and around other

Humans and all living beings


Next time you hear someone talk about

Channeling some being that lived long ago

Smile to yourself and know that

You, too, are a channeler of

Some things and


The somethings matter