Thursday, December 25, 2025

Musings on the 23rd Psalm in December 2025

How dare I, you might ask, muse about a Bible psalm, not being a theologian or a scholar? I do dare doing so. My credentials are being a human being and growing up as a preacher’s kid in the Deep South Mississippi Delta, U.S., in the 1950’s and 1960’s. Thereafter, I have continued to wonder and imagine how we can all live together in more peace, in better health, and with more love for all living beings, no matter our circumstances, genetics, traumas, or abilities. 


In December 2025, the 23rd psalm came to me one day out of the blue, perhaps divinely inspired. I grew up with these words and I still remember them well. I wondered as I went about my day, why this psalm, why these verses? Instead of quickly finding answers to my questions, I began writing.


How do these beautiful words inspire me now, when I don’t go to an organized religious church these days? How did these verses last for over 70 years in my body, my brain, and my heart? Maybe because I love many human beings on this earth, Mother Gaia. Possibly because I have known fear. Perhaps because I have worked in my psychotherapy career with many people, and have found ways to love them, no matter how troubled they might be. I have watched us all struggle, at some times more than others, and I still wonder how we can be a part of bringing more peace, more love, and more compassion to our world.


The words of this psalm are in my bones, in the very cells that helped me grow within my mother’s womb, and then from infancy to adulthood to my crone years, even when I didn’t consciously think about them much throughout my life.


Let’s look at these words from the King James Version, which I grew up with:


Psalm 23 (King James Version, The Bible)

"The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.

He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.

He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.

Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.

Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever.”

I have finally realized after all of these years that what we people do have in common, or at least many of us, is a longing, or a need to find meaning and purpose in life, whether that is being connected to a spiritual being, a plant, a tree, a group, a person, Mother Nature, or to a theory, a set of beliefs, or an icon of some sort. We so want to feel like someone or something knows the Truth, is capable, wise and loving, and can take care of us and protect us.

If I were writing these words in 2025, I would not use words like the “Lord, he," or “thou,” or “maketh,” but I might use one of these sets of words listed below for the Almighty - and “me” or “you” for “thou.”

  • The Divine
  • Spirit 
  • Source
  • The Divine Feminine
  • The Great Mysteries
  • The Divine Intelligence
  • Love Intelligence
  • Unconditional Love
  • Mother God, and so on


What I hear now reading this psalm is great comfort, being what many of us humans have longed for and desired. A sermonette about how we will be taken care of, how we have a leader or a shepherd of sorts who will watch after us and protect us, how we will sometimes be delighted although sometimes feel restricted or limited by the “rod,” which may actually offer a healthy structure which gives us freedoms within it.  

My preacher dad explained and interpreted all sorts of Bible verses back in the 1960’s, and onwards. He said, that “The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want,” actually means that whatever we call God, we shall not lack it in our lives,” not that we should or shouldn’t desire it. And that that god-type of Being is always with us. This from my father who lived during the Great Depression, and who fought in two wars, WWII and the Korean War, all traumatic enough. 

My dad was so good at interpreting the Bible in ways that children and adults could hear and understand, not literally or concretely, but as a set of stories, metaphorical and symbolic every step of the way.  He also helped us realize how they pertained to our present times, not just describing a history of the way back past. I was taught that we didn’t really need to be concerned about the details of the stories, which sounded to some people like facts (like don’t eat pork or shellfish), but to just read them like we would witness a dream, a longing, or a set of stories about how people find meaning in their lives, and how many people long for not only a Creator but a Savior.

Whatever I learned about praying as a child transformed into “talking to God,” when I was pregnant in my late 30’s, a conversation of sorts, a discussion. I would take long outdoor walks in nature and talk with some holy one. 

I now think of the Divine as a powerful source of unconditional love energy inside us, outside of us and all around us. How soothing the 23rd psalm’s words can be during these current times. Not that we want to just stay in our little corners  of the world, in our own homes and soothe ourselves, but so that many of us can also go out into the world and help to soothe the world as well. Whether “world” means Mother Earth Gaia, the climate, children, people, and/or all living beings.


We can all take whatever actions we can to help the poor and needy, the oppressed, those minorities and immigrants who are targeted with violence, including helping ALL who are targeted with violence, even those people who were raised with great privilege and seem “successful” to us. Sometimes they have had terrible violence or huge neglect enacted upon them, too, especially when they were children.


I think we all need, at times, to step away from our quiet, calm, and comfortable spaces and try to affect or influence our world as much as we can - in the best and most non-violent ways we can, whether we do that through creative actions, like writing, painting, building, writing and performing music, or by joining together as community advocates, or by standing up to our corrupt government leaders, or by praying for the health and well being of all living beings.


We can all do something. But first, we do need to soothe ourselves and take good care of ourselves. Because, if not, we won't have the energy to look outside of ourselves at all. For so many who have been so wounded and traumatized so much in their lives, it is part of the normal process of healing to feel self absorbed during some stages of life, and to not be able to look outside of oneself, much less help anyone outside of oneself. That can be seen as a stage of growth, recovery, and healing, and not just viewed as a mental illness or a personality disorder. 


Once people become aware of their deep wounds, traumas and neglect, we hope they find ways to work with those kinds of tragedies, losses, deaths, and abuses, to deal with and manage through the feelings, develop new coping skills and a gentler understanding of themselves -  and not act out the feelings unconsciously doing harm to themselves, or others. 


What I hope we can all do is to reach out into the world and radiate the love and warmth that we have found somehow for ourselves after doing such inner and creative healing work - as we walk through the valley of the shadow of death. 


Amen.

Friday, December 12, 2025

Invisible Indivisibility

The magnificent lemniscate is a symbol of infinity, eternal, boundless evolution, a conversation between opposing energies, perceived opposites, differences and divisions. What a fabulous symbol for our times. Twisted, glowing and reflecting ribbons. Spirals and curves. Figure eights, swirling up and down and all around.


Richard Rudd says about the 26th siddhi in his system called The Gene Keys: “the invisible is indivisible.” Moving from the shadow of pride through the gift of artfulness, those with this gene key hope to rise up to attain the siddhi of invisibility. This gene key is considered my “life’s work” in Rudd’s system and also in Human Design along with the archetype of being a server. This role involves using one's gifts to positively influence and support others.. 

According to an AI source: “A ‘siddhi’ refers to a transcendent essence or divine frequency that represents the highest state of consciousness, achieved when the shadow aspects of one's personality are fully integrated and transformed into light. It signifies a state of spiritual realization and embodies the ultimate potential of human consciousness.” We can aspire to attain such a state of being.


During these confusing times in 2025, when we experience so much division, distortions, uncertainty and chaos, sometimes within and especially outside of ourselves, we can imagine what it would be like if we could approach this divine frequency, this transcendent essence that can help us become indivisible. 


A definition from the American Heritage Dictionary describes “indivisible” this way: "Not divisible; incapable of being divided, separated, or broken; not separable into parts." We are all interconnected even if we appear to be separate - and therein lies our problem of perceiving ourselves as just individuals, some feeling all alone in this great big world. Yes, people experience great loneliness and despair, and some say that we are never alone. Spiritually or physically.


Dr. David Clements refers to higher dimensional beings, our higher selves, and galactic beings as being symbiotic with Love Source Intelligence, and that we, in fact, are Love Source Intelligence ourselves, connected to all living energetics.


The eternal violet blue flame within the red, vibrant core of Mother Earth Gaia is also symbiotic with our universe, our solar system and our sun, perhaps also with all other galaxies, black holes, stars, planets and other materials and immaterials out there in the multiverses, wherever and whatever space and time that spans.


We ourselves carry a version of this eternal violet blue flame within us, sometimes felt as a divine and embodied spark of the essence of all there is, all that has been, and all that will be.


What is our job and mission on this earthly plane, while we live here among humans and so many other living beings and energies?  Could our hope and goal be to support the Whole, of which we are a part? To co-create, strengthen and energize the holy Whole that is all of us, everything, everyone, all that we know, and all that we don’t know? No small matters.


So, what does all this mean and where do we go from here? We can explore deeply within ourselves and all of our parts that we can discover, and we can work to heal traumas and wounded parts of ourselves. We can also explore all relationships and interconnections that we have with all that is, with all that has been and with all that will be. And, then we can do the same: co-create, energize, alchemize, transform, and transmute living energies, while still living in physical human forms - and fully connect more consciously to our souls as well. Then, later on, we may we sail out into some sacred space where we (re)unite with our souls without our physical forms in ways that we cannot explain or know in words.


And, then, perhaps we may come back to this earthly plane and live other lifetimes here. Or elsewhere - or, we may not. We can wonder if we get to make a choice about that. What we can do now is to do our best to be the compassionate, loving beings that most religions and cultures proclaim as ideal, and that we aspire to be.


The Divine Mysteries unfold in real time and in infinite time somewhat like twisted ribbons, a flowing lemniscate that we observe and participate in fully and energetically over time and space - and perhaps beyond time and space. May it be so.

Sunday, December 7, 2025

To The Gleaming Guardians

Watching, observing

Always protecting, are

These graceful and gleaming Guardians


Advocates and supporters

Careful and clever

Creative and charismatic in their subtle ways

Advanced masters, teachers, and champions of

All of life on this earth

And beyond

 

Always there

Filling us with energies and hope

Pointing out challenges like

Letting go and surrendering control

While they guide us, lead us

Celebrating our releasing and

Flourishing


Always helping us to breathe deeply

Through the chaos and confusion

Helping us not only contract and constrict

When fearful

But also to unfold, expand, and bloom

Embodied in the light of Love


These guardians beam sound waves and

Brilliant, warm, glistening lights

Penetrating our bodies, minds and hearts

Healing our wounds and

Offering us brand new illuminations

Symbiosis with Love Source Intelligence

Overflowing with white and gold

Blues, reds, purples, oranges, and greens

Blanketing us softly when we sleep and 

When we rise


We thank you 

Saturday, November 29, 2025

The Great Breakdown and Breakthrough: surrendering our shells

Blazing bright light pours in

Blinding some

Opening the eyes of others

Tears flow, letting go


Some shade their eyes or

Shut them tightly, instinctually

Not ready to be absorbed into

The Oneness

Without much control or certainty


Some keep protecting their hearts as

They have had to do all of

Their lives, quite so

Given horrible human tragedies and sorrows


Free will abounds continuously and

We can choose what we take in

What we let go of and

What we refuse to allow

We may handle this process consciously

And often unconsciously

We still feel fear and are not

Easily ready for the Great

Breakdown and Breakthrough


Sailing into that space requires

Such a huge release and surrender

We imagine our systems may not be able to

Get through the breakdown in order to

Breakthrough


We breathe deeply over time

Becoming more open and willing

Within, in order to resonate better

With the Divine Mysteries and

Our higher selves who

Assist us so beautifully


We don’t have to do anything exactly

Except to continue to heal ourselves as much

As we can so that we can expand with

This rising, magnificent metamorphosis

As we crack out of our highly protective shells

So that we can progress into other dimensions

Experiencing higher evolutionary frequencies

That we have not known before


The structures are already dissolving

Changing into something different

Our minds, hearts and bodies are also

Transforming if we allow ourselves

To connect deeply

Both within and with Source


Tired of living the ways we have lived

Until now, some of us

Throw caution to the wind and

Dive in ready and willing

Open hearted and trusting

Seeking to bare our souls and

Our bodies, gliding into the

Swarming miasma and murkiness of

What we do not yet know


Hoping to breathe while the clearing is happening

Only then, can we see what we may never

Have seen before, felt in ways we may never

Have felt before, becoming aware of

So many truths more purely and vividly

Only then will we know more fully

The very good news


Breaking down

Breaks through

Dissolving but not

Collapsing

Then, we can receive and rest

Glowing and radiating

Illuminated in Grace and Peace