A Past and a Present
Surrounded by art
Paintings, music and sunlight
She contemplates her life
Wandering through and around
Wondering inside, looking outside
Curious about the membranes
That hold her together
No longer analyzing so many details
About this biological life and its history
No longer feeling the rugged stresses
Often experienced while being human
She dives in to see what she can discover
Remembering only Love
Experiencing Peace and Quiet
Warmly embraced in a womb
Where assaults do not happen
Where most of the stimulation of human life
Cannot soak through and in to the medley of
Humming and singing that surround
Cannot rip through the protective cocoon
Feeling like soft wrappings around her
Full of magenta and gold, silver and white
Reflecting the outside like a mirror
Not letting the outside seep inside
Keeping her as a seed safe for ripening and
Growing into the form and body of human
Sprouting again like the human being that
She became with all of its trappings
The good, the bad and the ugly
Growing up in a weird world
So very different from the cocooned womb
Challenged and worthy through thick and thin
Entering into and living through so many of life’s
Turmoils and gifts only to come through and out
To this other side of life
Older and aging
How wondrous and delightful
How peaceful and precious it is
To be here now
To breathe here now
Conflicts drop off
Not so distressing as they used to be
Stresses decrease and even dissolve
At times
What’s a woman to do
Who was not prepared for this
Amazingly delicious time of life?
No need to prepare for it, it just is!
How stunning, how enrapturing
To be here at this stage
And to just be
Not feeling the need to do
So strongly any longer but
Just to be
No longer wanting to be right
But becoming part of a Knowing that
Relationships are part of the beauty and the desire
That we have always had
Along with the beauty of being alone at times
Without fear or fright
In fact, completely soothed
For the very first time in perhaps forever in
This, this human life
Experiencing even more clearly
That we are never alone
Living in peace
The soul knows
The soul chose to allow herself to be
Scooped up by Love and sent down into
A growing body to attempt once again
To live a human life
To find better ways to live as human and once again
Remember, even later in life
About the deep connecting between
Spirit, Soul, and our human bodies
Questions
Why this process?
Why does this soul want to incarnate or re-embody
Once again, or over and over?
What is the goal, the mission?
Why all this work?
Why all these processes
For what?
What is the purpose?
In the answer to that question lies
A truth to be fully known, discovered
To be found after a miracle or just
Hard work (or some of both)
Prompting the process of life on earth to be
Worthwhile, valuable, and even blessèd
The answer at this moment is
Just because
Like a parent tells a child why they must behave
In certain ways
The child may not understand at all
So, “just because I say so” sometimes
Becomes an adult's directive
How helpful is that?
The answer, when it is fully truthful will be
Much more glorious and revealing than
All the understandings, fantasies and assumptions
Realized before
And it is...
May it be so
An Answer
(Coming through me soon after writing the above
I heard these words, and
Then my hands wrote them)
What’s the purpose of human life?
Answer:
So you yourself can play and delight in the wonders of this world
So you can help others enjoy and relax and play themselves
So that you can rest and relax and enter into a peaceful union
Between body and Spirit and the cosmos and all of the other forms and
Energies around and available to you
Isn’t that enough?
Pet a soft dog
Kiss a lover
Smell the skin of your baby
Taste all the tastes
Hear all the birds and animals
Fill your senses with the aromas
And treasures of this earth
And all that Gaia is, all that she has been
And all that she wants to be
To find amidst all the sensations
All the energies traveling at breakneck speed
A kernel of Peace that is yours forevermore
World without end Amen
To find that all you have been taught by humans
About how to get along and support yourself and family
Financially, and in so many other ways
All led up to this point so that you can finally rest
And love in different ways than you ever have
So that you can glow with Love once you have cleared up
Cleared out so much of the conditioning that you learned earlier
About how to be human (which still pertains)
So much you discovered on this earth about how to get along and be
Safe and protected as much as possible and still
Enjoy this life, at times, the one you chose to come to
And now that you have arrived at this point in your life
Your crone years, you wonder what is your purpose now?
Maybe it is to help correct or reduce your interpretations about
How busy you needed to be in order to survive and to thrive
Illustrating now that you have done all that
Life can become more about reflecting and resting and
Giving to others differently than ever before
Because your ego has calmed down
Doesn’t need to be in charge so much of the time
You mind doesn’t chatter so loudly
You no longer need to race around to prove yourself
(To yourself and/or others)
You can now find more gratifying ways to thrive
Without hurting others except that you used to and will again
(Hurt others)
And they hurt you, and
Now it is time to forgive all others who may have hurt you
Even without conscious intention
And it is time to finally forgive yourself for all your misdeeds and corruptions
Harsh judgments that you have experienced within you
To remove them, dissolve them and
Let them be cleansed and then lifted away by your Soul and Spirit
Leaving you naked and
No longer so yearning to fill up that emptiness
While giving without draining
Giving and receiving in all the ways you knew not before
That's some of it
And during and after all of that
Connecting with the Divine in
Any and every way possible
No longer even able to disconnect
No wish to
Always symbiotic Unity
Living at One with
The Great Mysteries
And all that was
All that is
And all that ever will be
Amen
That’s a start
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