Friday, September 27, 2024

The Shekinah of Hurricane Helene

The Divine Feminine, the Shekinah of 

Hurricane Helene dives down into the depths of

Her seas while also spiraling up into the skies

Stirring up the water from her deep dark spaces

Plunging out wiggling and wobbling winds

With her orgasmic strength, spinning slowly at first

Creating a wide vibrating vortex all over the lands


Having stored up energy for so long before 

Releasing and spewing like a volcano

Helene erupts into the air and activates

Surging waves and tides crashing into each other

The elements, fire, air, water, earth, and Spirit

Categorized a catastrophe by humans

A turbulent and violent cleansing


What if, like any release or surrender

Sneezes and orgasms

A tensing up, a constriction occurs

Friction generates and cramps

The body and heart, seeking release

Letting go of all that holding in and

Holding on for so long until there is

No alternative but to shake and snarl


Blowing out all the traumas and tribulations

All the stresses, insecurities, fears and horror

Casting out from the center source all the ways

In which we hide and hold back

Shielding ourselves from misery, or so we think


In turn, keeping us from living fully, modulating

Even our words, much less our feelings, our desires

Our actions, we have been told to, “Calm down

Keep it to yourself, don’t be too excited, or 

Too animated and surely don’t be too 

Loud or disgusting to others

Keep it down, shut up, and close it down, please!”

They wail, begging us to cut out our hearts

Live as if we were stone, rock, no feelings

No life lived, no sharing or making messes


Devoted to the Divine Shekinah

Helene becomes a symbol for our world

Our women, our people, our planet, our climate
Mother Earth and Mother Nature being

Fed up with the passing patriarchy

The cultures that have become

So corrupt that

What seems true is

No longer true

What seems right is now wrong 

What seems up is down

Darkness is Light


Reality gets tangled in the mouths of those

Men and women who speak garishly

Seeking only power, fame and fortune

For themselves

Dictating to the rest of us what we can eat 

How we sleep, love, what we do with our bodies

Along with how we look to them

No room for differentness or otherness

Too frightening and uncomfortable to 

These white nationalist men and women 

Who are so frightened themselves

Trying to put all the rest of us

Into cages, like animals, for them to possess

Direct, torture, and kill at their will


While their cages are so tightly constructed

That they bloat inside their bars with their

Blustering hatred

Their fears and their desires

Coughing up words of crazy

And torment, trying to pull others

Down into their dark, dangerous dens

To keep them from being 

Oh so alone and tortured 

Themselves


Shekinah cleans out clearly, and offers

Rebirth, transformation and deep

Abiding Grace to everyone who
Opens their eyes, hearts and bodies

To wake up

To allow for activation

Becoming initiated and marked

By Love

Wednesday, September 25, 2024

Grief Talks

Grief, another word for Love

Grief as energy, at times

Floundering, at times

Flowing like water

Rushing through our blood

Seeking a finish line

When there is no end


Good Grief

How did this happen-to-me grief

Weeping, wailing, sobbing 

Confusing and fluctuating feelings

Abound, streaming

Through every cell of our beings


Crushing Grief

Taking us to our knees

Withering our limbs

Dissipating our strengths

We collapse within grief

Searching for answers

When there are none


Coloring grief from

Wide deep purples of desire

To long whispers of red

A rose that died on the vine

Only to be pinched off so

Another rose bud can bloom


Grief about a dead sparrow

A cute chipmunk stiff on the asphalt

Ranging from small, brief griefs

To all-absorbing, I cannot-live

Without-this-person any longer

Grief


Imagining a limb cut off

From our once healthy bodies

A piece of me lost with the loss

Of you

Without knowing or realizing

That we have kept our loved ones

Deep inside our bodies

Minds and hearts
Even in our bones

Where they reside

One by one

Until we contain them all
Overflowing with memories


Mournful and sad

Heart-rending and gashed

Keening with great grief that

Washes over us like a steep

Waterfall, plunging down 

Toward our heads

Bending us as we bow

Before such huge human grief


Grief talks to us earnestly

Sometimes quietly

So intimate and true

So personal and strange

Our unique responses to

Grief collect inside us

And all around us

Overriding our functional

Operating systems

As we just let go

And feel all the things


We hear you, Grief


Leaving the womb

Grief precedes new life

Monday, September 9, 2024

Wherever I AM

I heard today from beyond that for me

Florida is a state of Mind

I added to that voice, it is also

A state of Heart and Body


I found peace in Florida

Calm and joy in the salt waters

Of my soul in its quiet space

Harder for me to feel that in our city


Is Florida where I need to be or

Rather, do I get to find out

How to find that Peace of Mind

Heart and Body wherever I am?


In whatever state, whatever beach

Whatever city or mountain

Can I find ways to BE HERE NOW

Wherever I am?


Hopefully so, because longing for and 

Chasing one place or another is an ever-changing

Tide, shifting back and forth

Up and down, erratic and full of feelings

High tide, low tide, just because 

That is how tides flow, with regularity


I want to be a rugged raptor gliding in the sky

Subject to winds, breezes and air currents

That assist in flight but also sometimes 

Change my path, when I fly against instead of with


Would I rather be a coral watching

The tides flow by, or am I then subject

To Climate Change and Bleaching

Starved from too much warm water

Too often?


Maybe it’s not a matter of who or what

I want to be, maybe it is a matter of 

Who I AM, taking me wherever I go

Escorting me on whatever journey I desire


Always needing to stop, be still

Relax, breathe and listen, listen, listen

So that I will remember who I AM
And be just that and nothing more or

Different, just being here now


After all, it has been my harsh judgments of the city

The noise, stress, danger, and dense frequencies

Realizing these are not good for me

So location does matter, and still I can stay

Connected to myself, to my family, and to my soul


While the world drifts by whether in 

Hurricanes or wildfires, and

I will lie down peacefully in 

The chaos of whatever dynamic or disarray

And, breathe, being at one with 

Spirit, Soul, Mind, Heart and Body

All willing and all connected together 

With glowing, fine filaments